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HOHO

I WILL BE UPDATING THERE "ONLY" FROM NOW ON!

=DDDDD


HAVE A NICE DAY EVERYBODY!

Completed my WISHLIST

God is always good. Things may not go as you planned, but remember, there are always greater things to come

- Blackberry Bold 9900 
* I didn't have the intention on getting Bold 9900 or what they call Dakota on the first place, but there was no Torch 9810 left in Singtel and I got Dakota instead. It's a blessing, I really really love it.
- Sony Nex F3
* Did I ever plan to get this model? NEVER. Again, changes happened, every time.
- New Ipad
- Polaroid Camera

I'm lucky, I truly am! I'm so thankful and I will TRY my best not to complain so much.


You may have plans, but God knows what is best for you

Saturday Shop-venture!

HELL-O!
I'M BACK!
I know I need to like update you guys with what's going on in my life now, but I really don't feel like writing about my 'life', instead, I'll entertain you with my shopping trip to BUGIS last Saturday.
I freaking bought lots of stuffs, which were freaking cheap and I was freaking happy. lol.

Anw, hold your breath and see what we (me and my sis) bought!

That was lots of nice stuffs I tell you, and all the money I spent was worth it. Gawd, that was just awesome.

So basically, I'll just give you brief list of what I had bought
- Lots of shirts and dresses, oh yeah.
- 3 pairs of SHOES. Yep, you read it correctly, THREE PAIRS
- 3 frames. I super love them..
- Pink purse! Time to change my purse *happy max*
- A mustache ring
- 2 belts

Oh yeah, and cos we spent more than 60+ on a single receipt on the 3rd floor of Bugis Street, we got 2 FREE "IMPERFECT" MOVIE TICKETS, 2 POLAROIDS, and A CARD HOLDER!
How cool was that?
It was really the best day since I came here, maybe cos I really haven't shopped for sometime. Oh and shopping in BUGIS STREET is one of the best cos everything's just so cheap!

We ended the night with MOVIE!
Watched Step Up 4 and that was fantastic! It was brilliant, I love the whole "MOB" thing and the main actor and actress are both cute.
Actually I wanted to go watch movie cos I was craving for popcorn, didn't expect the movie to be this great! lol


Life was amazing if you are doing what you want and what you like
sigh

New Chapter

Hi buddies, it's my last day here in Medan. I'm taking morning flight tomorrow to Singapore and stay there until my next holiday. A bit nervous (esp for the fact that I need to do medical check up. I HATE BLOOD-TEST!!). My life in Medan ends and my life in Singapore starts tomorrow. It's true the saying that an ending is another beginning.

I spent my last Sunday here with Kenneth and Cindy. Watched the Amazing Spiderman for the second time, still think Andrew Garfield is one hot guy, and am still in LOVE with the superhero act of Spidey!.
We had lunch then head home. Jeje was supposed to come with us, but she couldn't make it.
It was fun though.

I think I'm gonna miss my family most (my brother and mother). :(
I had lived with them for my whole life.
Hopefully I have lots of things to do there so I won't feel lonely.
I always hate good-byes..

It was Julie's birthday yesterday (07-07). As she is currently in States, I had to check the time before I could wish her a Happy Birthday. Anw, it was 2 p.m here when it's 7th July 00.00 there. So, here's 2 pics I sent her for her birthday!

I made the card myself and edited the pic with photoscape!
Isn't that blue emo super cute?

 

Took this pic using "Girls Camera" app on Ipad.
It has all this super cute neo-print deco. :)

Moving on with life

11 days left here.
I'm more excited than nervous, but on the same time scared. Er, of course I'll be scared. It's the first time \I'll be far from my mom. Well, not that 'far', but it isn't like I'm always going back here.
I have not done many preparation to be honest. Just slacking off everyday, cherishing last days of holiday, wondering when can I ever be this lazy again.
Surely life is full of changes, and most of us tend to avoid them. Changes suck big time seriously, but they happen and there's no way to prevent them from happening. You just don't and won't know what will happen in the next minute of your life. Just... be ready. Well, saying is way much easier than actually doing it.
Nah, I myself am not a person who's a hundred percent ready for changes. I don't even pass the 50% mark I tell you, but as I say, it happens.
Be prepared, loves =)

Last lunch with Julie on Monday. She's going to a country far from here to pursue her future and I wish her the best she can ever get. We have been friends for 3 years now and I'm not sure we'll stay the way we are when we meet again. People change you know? I'm just being rational and not hope too much.

L-R : Willy-Me-Julie

 

 

Me-Julie

I recently found this cute emo stuffs on photoscape! I'm so late, yes, but I'm in love with the cute emo.. =D

Those photos were taken with my polaroid cam.
I'm gonna miss her a lot~! My 3 years desk-mate.! Good luck babe. 

By the way, I can finally cross out something from my gadget wishlist

- Blackberry Torch 9810
- New Ipad
- Olympus camera
- Polaroid cam 

2 more to go. Probably July! lol, wish me luck =)

Alive Tour Singapore

Hey loves, I'm back~
Updating you guys with an amazing news, which is.. *drum rolls*
I GOT TICKETS TO BIG BANG ALIVE TOUR IN SINGAPORE
Say whattt? =D
Okay lah, maybe some of your guys aren't interested at all, but I don't care, I'm going to my first concert!

See? This is the confirmation e-mail! ><  I'm finally going to see them LIVE! I still can't believe I got the tickets. Ticket war is mad I tell you. I've been sitting in front of my laptop since 8 a.m. (the sales started at 10 a.m. Singapore time,which is 9 a.m. here). Refreshing the page until it's 10!!
And got two tickets (I'm going with my sis) at last. lol. What makes me even more nervous was that there's a limit of 10 minutes to complete the form and finished the payment!! =|

BUT I GOT THEM!!!

Now I just need to :
- memorize the fan-chant
- buy the light stick and merchandises.
- wait for the ticket to reach my sis place

P.S. Thank God they actually added another day for the concert. Got the 2nd day cos it's Saturday and my sis don't have to work. =D

End of MAY

MAY will be over in 1 day! Here comes .... JUNE. Who loves JUNE? I bet students do.
June = School Holiday
Anyway, I'm talking about May now, so let's look back to what I have done in MAY!

1. I have officially graduated from Senior High School!
Yay-ness! Graduated on 26th May 2012. No longer wearing uniform for good. ^^

2. I got a job! 
Told you guys I taught some kids Math and Physics! Now I no longer teach them as those kids have finished their final exam. Although it has only been a month, I surely will miss 'em. :')
P.S. I earned my first salary !!!

3. I was offered admission by NUS!
Blogged about this! I'm still so freaking happy.

4. I went on a holiday trip with my classmates!
Went to a 7days 6 nights trip to Singapore and KL. It's awesome! I would love to go another time.
P.S. Probably will blog something about this later when I have time.

So that's about all I have done in MAY. Best parts are number 2 & 3.
:))
I hope June will be GREAT! If not AWESOME!

JUNE

JUNE

JUNE

^___________^

Thank You

Special post dedicated to my sweetest friend Kenneth Anggara !
Thank you for the sweet blog post. It's not the first time you've written a special blog post for me and I'm sooo thankful of that. <3
Firstly, I wanna clarify something.
I DID NOT get any SCHOLARSHIP. It's a tuition grant (50% of my tuition fee).
Secondly, YOU TOLD HER?
GAHHH! LMAO
She's the kindest teacher ever!!!
Hehe, promised you I'll come this Friday. =) I was busy last Friday (LIAR)

Thanks again, Kenneth! You are amazing!


P.S. GOOD LUCK ON YOUR IELTS SCORE~!

View the blog post here !

Surprise

Oh hell yeah, LIFE is full of surprise.
Just like recently - I am offered ADMISSION to NUS!
I know, I sounded like I'm freaking kidding, but I'm not, okay? I called to make sure it wasn't a prank.
The NUS-NTU hype was over 2 month ago, never in my dreams had I seen myself getting a chance to be offered admission anymore.But, praise God, I was emailed by NUS on 23rd May (not that the date is important). I was on my way home after teaching when my friend BBM-ed me and said that he got the e-mail from NUS (he was rejected, though), so I checked my e-mail through my phone and look what I have found! I couldn't believe it! It's a miracle. I didn't think I even stand a chance entering that highly prestigious uni.

 

The E-mail

Do you believe it now? You have to, you know?
I have accepted the offer and I'M GOING!!
OH MY GOODNESS! Thanks God, thank You.

I have studied the Freshmen Guide in PDF (the real copy is on its way to my house. YES!), and found out that there's A LOT to do. I literally mean A LOT. Check this check that, blah blah.
Anw, I'm still confused on where should I stay. my sister's place? or the dorm?
If I choose :
- My sister's place : I'll have more freedom and privacy (home at 1? Who cares?). I will also be more comfortable as I have been familiar with the place. However, I'll pay much for the transport. My sister's place is far from NUS. Then I also won't get the chance to do all the dorm stuffs. Living with people your age is different.
- Dorm : I'll have lots of activities to do and get to know more people. Spend less time on road too (and less fee). But I won't have privacy, no personal toilet (that freaks me out) and no freedom. Geez.

I can't choose!! :'(

Well, other than that, I'm so glad I've been given a chance to spend my 4 upcoming years there. :)
I really do hope everything goes well.
You know, NUS is my plan A, NTU my plan B, and SIM my plan C (It doesn't hurt to have A LOT of back-up plans. Shit happens, you know?)
2 months ago this was what happened :
- NUS
- NTU
- SIM
So I have started my Plan C. I have submitted all the documents to UB-SIM and even paid the fee. I browsed through their websites and considered the clubs I wanted to join. I even had several ideas for my room already. I don't have the least hope for NUS (this is real, not even a bit). I thought that Plan C is not bad at all. At least I won't have to stressed myself out.
Then yesterday, I return to the plan A. The unfinished plan A. It's crazy, having to go back to something you have left and don't wanna remember anymore. Like going back to your ex?
BUT, as I have said before. I'm really really glad to be accepted! Thank you (!!!)

Holiday has been surprisingly not boring. In fact, I have been busy all days.
Another surprise is I was asked by my former tuition teacher to help her teach. Oh-my-God! Me? Who don't even planned to work during holiday?
She is going to pay me a considerable wage per lesson (I don't know how much. She's not telling and I'm not asking).  It has been hectic, although Sunday will be the last day I'm teaching cause the students' gonna wrap up their exams on Monday (Math & Physics). I have to stay up all night making questions (I made some! Some I copy from books. lol) and wake up early to teach. Some of the kids are super cute. I always have the urge to squeeze this cute lil' boy to death. He's chubby and so funneeh. But they can be naughty sometimes.
I'm teaching 9 students for almost everyday. I'm so glad I know 'em. :) Then there's also my teacher's daughter, who's been extremely kind. I used to think she didn't like to talk much, but she seriously is gossipy. I love it though. It makes me wanna stay there the whole day and gossip with her.
I dare to say that this is the most productive holiday I have ever had.

God is always good, you just have to believe! :)
Blink twice and SURPRISE!

YG FAMILY CONCERT DVD

Pardon my caps in the title. I'm all excited over the release of the DVD! I can finally see Big Bang's "I Am The Best" in HQ!
Hooray!
But...
here comes problem
MONEY
WTF
It's like soooo expensive no? 52 SGD for one! Okay, it includes :
- 3 DVDs
- YG Family Card
- Poster in Tube
(those 3 DVDs actually gave me away)
but I can't afford spending that much money again when I'm going to save up for my New Ipad and camera.
Oh heaven.
And if I really want to watch their performances then I need to buy. Only for YGE artists, I don't go and hijack (download) videos and songs. (Hehe, proofing my loyalty for them)
Okay, I did actually. For last last years Big Show. Nvr mind that.
How? How?
Well, it's not like anybody's going to sponsor me one.-_-
But if you happens to have the sudden will to buy me one, or at least pay half, let me know!
=D
I'm kidding of course.
Money come to meee!

More info of the album go : http://www.bigbangupdates.com/2012/05/yg-family-concert-dvd-official.html

 p.s. I love BBU for giving most up-to-date news 'bout BB =P

 

Gadget's in my demand

- Blackberry Torch 9810 (Getting this for sure when I go Singapore! 'cos my fam is also asking me to CHANGE my phone. It's like so stucky and need to be reboot at least three times a day)
- New Ipad (w/ all those super fun apps, who doesn't want this?)
- Olympus camera (want! need! I prefer this than DSLR 'cos DSLR is big and heavy)
- Polaroid cam (this is not in my top priority, but still, I start loving all those cute polaroid films. Probably if I have spare money then I'll buy one.)

That's almost all of it. (If you don't count my obsession in getting a new laptop that I know will never happen)
I still have to work my way to get those gadgets (except for the phone). Mom's not buying me a New Ipad and I need to use my MONEY! and you know, I'm not that rich myself :|
Okay whatever.
Will keep on updating this list. AND probably cross something out if I FINALLY OWN IT~

 Actually, I was contemplating on buying an Iphone. There are like zillion Iphone accessories in town and who wouldn't drool over them? But you know, most of my friends are using Blackberry Messenger as a way to communicate. How to talk if I use Iphone? It's not like everybody has a whatsapp. Then I also think that maybe I can save those accessories money on buying myself a camera! lol.
So I decide on buying myself another blackberry. I won't regret. yes, never.

End of High School

Been scrolling through the blogs I follow and found out that most of the posts are about their last day in school. Well, actually, Wednesday was our last day going to school and study. We'll still go to school on Monday, but it's for exam.
I can't believe that after 12 years wearing uniform, I don't have to do that anymore. I won't go to school every morning @ 7! Nor do I have to sit down in the same class for hours. Happy? absolutely, but I feel sad not meeting my friends. I like the idea of not going to school but I don't like the idea of not meeting my friends. :(

We have spent 3 years together (2 years w/ some and 1 year w/ some others). It's like, you'll never never meet them again.
/sigh/

But I'm so happy with all those memories I had. I'll treasure it cos I doubt I'll ever experience something like this again. :)

In front of Sutomo's Gate.

Sutomo1 

Nuts & Nerds Inauguration Party

Bukit Kubu #VacaNuts&Nerds

#VacaNuts&Nerds

Alive Album

My Alive album is here like finally. Haven't managed to take pics, but shall do so when I have time. Anyway, I was quite disappointed with the seller (shouldn't mention which one). I ordered 13 pieces of albums but they only sent 12 to me, and they also didn't send me the Taeyang version I requested. Instead, they sent me another Big Bang version. It was my friend's album and I am very sorry towards her. As if it's not enough, some of those albums were dented. HELLO? Told them 'bout this but they say it was the courier's fault. Okay can. Then, they told me the TOP version (which they didn't send) was not available already. Geez, I have always wanted TOP ver. And moreover I have BB's ver already. Isn't it pointless to collect two same versions?

Fortunately, they told me they are going to send me TOP version cause somebody just return the album to them (another technically difficulty whatever) and I'm now (im)patiently waiting for my TOP version to arrive. I don't have the least idea where it is now, I just hope I can land my hand on it soon (and please pray for the album to not be dented).
It's the last time I order from them. Can't rely on these sellers, better order from G-Market. Cheaper some more. But considering the fact I'm living in Indo right now, I don't have a choice.

YG ON AIR

I'm back again. Still breathing.
And I'm gonna share YG ON AIR videos (it's officially from BIGBANG's youtube account).
So here they are.

Bad Boy



Blue



Love Dust



Fantastic Baby



Ain't No Fun



Wings



And, the latest one, Bad Boy ver.2 (I haven't watched it yet)



So how do you think?
Awesome aren't they?
They should be a broadcast company! They have SUPER HQ cameras and BEST cameramen.
=D
Those close-up scenes are soooo cool!!
Enjoy watching~

Alive Tour

The first thing on my mind when I heard Big Bang is going to hold an ALIVE TOUR in 16 countries is "Dang, if they ever choose Singapore as one of the destination, I'll definitely go"
It has been my dream for almost 4 years now, since the time I watch their "Global Warning" concert in 2008. :)

Reasons why I have to attend their concert :
1. It's my dream - and people say that we have to do whatever to reach our dreams. :)
2. I need to prove their authenticity. (Sorry, I can't believe they are actually humans and not angels if I don't see them in real life)
3. It may be the only chance they hold a concert in Singapore. Nobody's sure they will visit the second time. What if next time they hold Europe tour and not Asia tour? I'll sure cry blood and drown myself in regret.
4. I want to be a part of the crown sea. (It's every VIP's dream. yeah)

BUT, there will always be obstacles.
1. money, Money, MONEY! God Damn It. Everybody knows how expensive will the concert tix be. Not included the crown light-stick, the Alive tour light-stick, hoodies, tees, pendant, towel, cards, blah. How to live after that?
2. Mom's permission - okay, this one may not be hard when I'm on a holiday, but still, you don't know what Mom's mood will be when I ask her permission. AND I hate the feeling when she answers with a NO
3. Friends - NOT big problem, but it's impossible for me to go alone. My sis told me she's going with me if they really come, but if she's working that day, then how? leave is not easy to take right?


ONE THING I KNOW IS : NO MATTER WHEN, I HAVE TO AT LEAST ATTEND THEIR CONCERT/FAN-MEET/ALBUM-SIGNING/MEET THEM ONCE!!
:D

Blue & Bad Boy

How could I forget posting these amazing MVs on this blog?
I was wow-ed by their songs and MVs. :)
Big Bang never fails to impress me.

Check 'em out, guys!

BAD BOY



I'm in love with TOP's voice. He's singing, like finally. Can't get over his heavy yet sweet voice.

BLUE



THIS!!! It's different from Big Bang's usual genre. So nice but so sad. :')


Wow, Fantastic Baby!
Agree with me?
:)


cr: http://www.youtube.com/user/BIGBANG

Thoughts

These days I don't know what is right and what is wrong anymore.
I'm confused and I try to look for an answer.
I don't know who should I stand for. No matter which side, there will always be someone who is hurt.
Should I go alone? Should I not care for others feeling and move on?
/sigh/
Life's hectic.

Mblaq's Hello Baby

Hello again ^^~

Been watching Mblaq's Hello Baby and decided that this is the most exciting season of Hello Baby. Even SHINee's Hello Baby didn't make me wait for the new episode like this. What's even crazier is I actually download the ones without sub just to know what happened!! :))
I love Mblaq far before Hello Baby and I love them more now.
So, here's what I think of the boys as daddies and the kids.

Kids :
- Dayoung : She's REALLY a shy kid, but she makes all the episodes interesting :) My favorite kid out of those three. I was heart-broken by the scene at the swimming pool. How can GO leave her like that? And also Mir mistreat her! They should have understand what she feels. She's an introvert and she needs time to adapt.
- Leo : This kid is really scary. I know he's a boy, but still, he shouldn't have beaten everyone he doesn't like. Well, he's a kid after all...
- Lauren : Ahh, this sweet kid. :) She's so pretty and one of those ulzzangs we see on kids' ads. She's adorable and kind! So perfect, but I like Dayoung more. :)

Daddies :
Seungho : A bit biased towards Lauren (well, he met her first) but quick in handling things. Nice papa.
Lee Joon : He's the one who understands Dayoung. I love him more cos of that. And he also teaches Leo how to behave by scolding him when he did wrong. :) Best papa imo.
GO : Not sure bout him, but he doesn't really understand Dayoung's feeling.
Mir : Gosh, this man should learn more. I hate the fact that he didn't feel wronged after pushing Dayoung aside. Mann, Dayoung's just a kid.
Thunder : The papa who loves Leo the most. I love how he treat Leo and how Leo listen to him.

After all, all of them make this season of Hello Baby much more interesting!! Can't wait for new episodes. I have only watched until the fourth ep. :)

Another Day

- NTU UEE ---OVER---

I can't be happier than this. I had actually gone through those exams and still survive. Well, I don't know what the results will be, but, I will try to be optimistic. No matter what, I will survive. :)
So, the UAS will be held on the 9th of March, roughly half a month from now. As long as I study, I will pass through that and also UAN.
When the end of my high school life comes nearer, time in school gets more worthy. There will be no sitting in class, listening to teachers, or whatsoever anymore. /sigh/
I now know the feelings of my seniors who graduated. Quite sad, really.
Anw, I'm also excited for my high school life, so I think it'll be not a big problem for me.

I have been thinking of so many things to do on my holiday, well, here are some (of course, helping in shop doesn't count.)
- Learn driving (I'm 17 and is legal to have a driving license, but I can't find time to actually go and learn driving, so yeah, holiday will be the best time)
- Concentrate on my Kpop business. (Taking small orders now, but hopefully can grow bigger as time goes)
- Learn cooking (THIS!! It's embarrassing if a girl can't cook. I need to be able to cook before I go abroad)
- Collect more videos (I'm obsessed I tell you! I'm a video collector)
- Some DIY projects for friends
- more more more

Hehe, still thinking of what more to do. :) I wanna make this break meaningful. dumdum~

Seungri is ALIVE as a BAD BOY

Strong baby has fully transformed into a bad boy!
Did I see abs again? /fan-girl gone wild (again) /

Taeyang is ALIVE with LOVE DUST

Did I see abs? /fan-girl gone wild/

Daesung is ALIVE with WINGS

HOTNESS EXPLOSION!
I had never thought blonde will look good on Dae. This is really awesomee!!
Love it. It looks more like 'white' than 'blonde' though. :)
Can't wait for 29th of February

K.Will - I Need You

Not a fan of him, but somehow I find this MV really romantic. :)
Happy watching ^^~



cr : http://www.youtube.com/user/starshipTV

Birthday Pressies [Part 1]

I know my 17th birthday was over months ago, but I still wanna share some pics of the presents my friends and families gave me. So, here it is!

~There are still some more to come, wait for part 2!~

[Photo Frame from Jeje and Jess. :) I'm gonna hang it on my bedroom's wall when I go to uni. Surely gonna miss those moments so much]



[Another photo frame from Jeje and Jess. This time smaller one. :)]



[The birthday card Jeje and Jess gave me. A lot of wrappings! lol.]



[The pig mug Ci Yuli gave me! I love it, seriously! I love everything w/ pig on it]



[The egg mouse Vina cc gave me! So cuteee. Using it right now.]



[Birthday Card from Vina cc. Hehe, love the SUPER BIRTHDAY!]



[Bag from Ci Rini and Feng(?). Love it!!]



[Cute birthday letter from Ci Rini and Feng. The pizza really smell when you scratch it!]



[Cute earrings from Cindy. :) Thank u!]



[Red pocket from Mommy. Curious how much's inside? not telling. lol]



[Russian doll (what's its name again?) from beloved Julie. Gawd, I love it so much. What's more amazing is, it has so many children!]



[I LOVE THIS NOTESSSS! Mannn, I seriously want one like this and JULIE gave it to me! Thanks babe]




[Birthday card from Julie! Lots of 'Christmas' feel in it cos my bday is so close to Christmas]



[Ohoho, and the box from Julie (to put all her presents). I'm a box-freak, and I love this a lot! harhar]



[Novels from Cindy Andreani! :)]



[Body Shop's lipbalm from Cindy Andreani too :) *loving it*]

[Aromatherapy candle! Always wanted one! From Cindy Andreani too]



[Another gift from Cindy Andreani. Decembur mug!! :D]



PART II Coming Soon! :)
Thanks again for all those cards and presents! :)

5 TOP Gadgets on my January-June Wishlist

1. Samsung Galaxy S III
After the boom caused by S II, I have been highly anticipating S III. Hopefully I'll be able to own own one when I enter Uni (which is around July or August)
2. Ipad 3
THIS!! I have always wanted an Ipad, but, I need one w/ better cam! Hopefully it's the one I'm wishing for. Cheers for Ipad 3.
3. Macbook (whatever kind it is, air, pro, whatever)
I have started liking mac since I saw those cool stuffs and hearing all those praises from my sis.
4. Nintendo 3DS
Fuuu~ imagine playing games in 3D! >///<
5. Nintendo Wii
This has been in my wishlist for quite long time already, I just love playing games that require me to move around and slassssh monsters. lol.

Anybody willing to buy for me? *grin*

Friends - memories

Friends who help you through your hard-times, who have fun with you on your happy-times, I'm so glad that I actually found you guys. Here's a tribute for all of you, who have been so important to me. You indeed are special.
No pics provided as I have no rights to do that.

1. Jessica
She's like my other eldest sister. Extremely kind, caring, but sometimes annoying (lol). I'm really glad I know her, really. She understands, listens and gives solutions. She's also an amazing someone who have given me lots of new experiences, who tries to get me out of my shelter. I can't love her more. :)

2. Jeje
My other second sister alike, partner-in-crime w/ Jessica. :) I love her equally much as Jessica. Once you get to know her deeper, you'll see someone who's stronger than anybody, who's kinder and more loveable than anybody. Moreover, she's so pretty :) She's the one among the three of us who cares about small stuffs the most (like doing all the birthday surprise) I love her and I really wish that we can get the chance to spend our times together before we actually go our own way.

3. Cindy
She's very very similar to me! I may not admit it in front of her, or anybody, but she has the same attitude w/ me. It's for private-consumption so I'm not gonna say anything more. :)
We don't talk as much as we used to, cos we are in different class :( Maybe it's me who talk less. I have reasons, but I am not going to say anything, not to anybody. However, I really want our relationship to get better. Like the time when we go Singapore together. It's so fun! :)
I love her much and I wish she'll read this and know how much I actually love her. I also wanna say sorry if sometimes I am not really sensitive towards her feeling. I have my own uncertain feelings, and I'm sorry if it hurts her, cos I have never meant to. :)

4. Julie
She's the kindest and most caring person ever in Earth. Thank God I can meet her and actually be her friend. I used to think that she's a person who don't blend in w/ people like me, but she does in fact. I'm so glad and I don't know how to express my gratitude more. :)
Ah, and also we sometimes have the same thought (she'll know what I mean). Anw, she's an amazing girl, although sometimes I get quite pissed off, but she's great. There's no way I can hate her for long.

5. Kenneth
He must have thought that he's just a 'normal' friend to me, but he's someone who I feel very comfortable with as a friend. He's very very kind! (Try him if you don't believe me!) Although he doesn't talk much, I still like to talk to him, cos he's a great listener. I enjoy the times in drawing tuition where we talk and get scolded by the teacher. It's so fun. :)
He's an excellent person and I want him to know that I'm so thankful of him being my friend.

6. Betty
We don't share any 'close' relationship (no heart to heart talking, nothing) but she's the one I can talk freely with. Who makes me feel comfortable. She has this mouth that won't stop talking and I love it! She's super funny and won't get angry even if we bully her. Another amazing person here!

7. Zuelkevin
Nah, here comes the guy who I sometimes share stories with. :) He's understanding and he's like a bin for those stories aren't told to my girl friends. With him, I don't just share happiness, but also sadness, nervousness, everything. I love him, as friend. :)


There are also these friends who are special to me (monica, billy, ody, nee, nenek, ijo, willy, and more) They are equally amazing. :)

I'm nothing without you guys supporting. I love you guys, always.

Se7en's back w/ "When I Can't Sing"

As usual, Se7en never failed to impress us. His perfect vocal and smooth dance merge into a perfect gift for us, LuckySe7ens.
Song is composed by JYP! Damn cool, huh? YGJYP collab. (Makes me wonder when SM will actually get out from its lonely planet)
Anw, check out the MV! :)




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I'm (not) back!

I'm finally posting something again after a month hiatus. Too many things to do!
- NUS UEE -->> It's over, baby! It's finally (yes, after anticipating it for so long) OVER! Oh God, I can't be happier although I am still very unclear of the result. All I need is blessing from God now, I need to pass! I wanna go to NUS!!
- NTU UEE -->> Coming soon on this weekend. Ready or not, I still have to face it. I hope it goes well.
- Inauguration Party -->> It's done! Nuts & Nerds is official. We had such a blast last night. Can never forget that amazing party. I love those cool buds, they are amazing.

That's all for now, more exams and events coming next, and I'm going to be busy for another 2 months. I surviveee! Hooray~
Anw, I missed typing here. I've got LOTS of things to share!! Like :
- Went to Bali during CNY, it's nothing but FUN!
- Inauguration, going to post pictures once available. :)
- Lots of thoughts that I need to share
- etc etc

I have to say that I am not scared of my vague future, cos the per-determined future is NOT fun at all. I'm not the type to like studying things like engineering, medicine, or stuffs like that. Maybe it'll be dead important and those who study that will get a "guaranteed" future, but, I don't have the least 'feel' in those, so I'll go my way. I don't care what others said cos I live for myself, not for them. :)

2012 will be an excellent year.

TOP is ALIVE as a FANTASTIC-BABY

cr: YG Entertainment

Uh, TOP, dear-dear TOP.. How can a normal girl not possibly fall in love with you?
With that weird stuffs hanging on your body, we can go gaga over you. AND your minty green whatsoever hair, how in the world are you able to look good when anybody else looks like ice-cream?
And the usually not showy man finally shows some skins. Your arms, dear God. Please tell me that you'll be wearing these outfit on the comeback stage, it's not only my dream but very single living VIPs' dream.
I love this guy, so freaking much that I can't breath seeing this pic. Marry me, gorgeous.



P.S. Another teaser comin' tomorrow! WHO'S EXCITED?